What is the freedom of love – to set free all that is of this earth and to sit in the silence of love and wellbeing.
Letting the sun shine in your heart for transformation to reside and exist. Living in silence while there is noise all around you, however, the noise is so potent and necessary for living in this world where there is silence within.
Analysis is about the connection with the personal divine self but one reflection they are one. Its about staying alway from the noise of life and to get to the true meaning of our existence.
Have you always wondered why you are here on this earthly beautiful plain. Have you always longed for more in life, that longing is not about material things (although they are nice) but it about a connection with your Soul’s purpose. Stillness, heart centre meditation and listening in the silence is what what we long for.
Analysis (Spiritual direction) will support your journey, it like be being held in a vase/frame to grown and expand.
Sitting in the stillness of the heart. What does that actually mean?
Sitting with the wisdom of God, sitting with the flickering light of a candle where the divine speaks its truth. Can one really hear the truth when there is no noise around you. Sitting in the stillness of the heart is all that’s needed – there is a relief and a a profound sense of being ‘normal’ in stillness.
What a discovery – heart meditation shifts our naughty, creative trickstered mind into a place of love and true expectance. The head and heart become one – love, peace and joy reside.
It’s in the silence of the retreat where deep cleansing occurs. The residual past melts into new life of a living world.
The noise and ticker-tape destruction is constant. Smiling with the heart melts these beautiful complexes which give insight to creative growth and transformation.
I have been thinking about my spiritual life as I move into the new year. There seems to be constant struggle to find meaning with God. The need to merge with God is strong and very powerful.
However, I come up against the dark wall that is not penetrable. Sitting in a dark searching and hoping for meaning is ever present. Will peace and tranquility ever be part of my life or shall I live this angst forever, Has God forsaken me. I think not but the ever present feeling something powerful is holding me –
Dark Night of the Soul come to mind – am I worthy of God’s love – what am I searching and what is all for. The dark wall is ever present.
As we witness the pandemic shift and move throughout the world, I wonder what the effects it will have on our own internal worlds. How do we make sense of the fact that we cannot see our loved ones? We see family and friends via a video link or a phone, but we cannot touch them. We have to stay away for all our survival.
We live with loss which is a constant. Isn’t loss part of the human condition anyway? From the day we are born we separate from mother. Growing and developing is about maturation, growing to be individual. However, more than ever we need each other during these times in a hope we will ‘touch’ and ‘see’ each other again.
We mourn the loss of people we have admired and celebrate their lives and achievements. Maybe there is something about loss, mourning and hope. Only time will tell.
Ramsay J (1997) ‘Alchemy The Art of Transformation’. Thorson Harper Collins. P60
At the beginning of the analysis, it became clear that J resided in a very dark place, well hidden from any form of aliveness. Their attachment to me felt parasitical and searching for aliveness in me, but the result was the opposite: I often felt blanked out, deadened. It was as if I had been infected with a tranquiliser, rendering me paralysed and unable to stay (conscious) or leave (act freely). The room at times felt airless with an insufferable stench of something dead and decaying forever. It soon resembled their home, hoarded rubbish and living amongst rotten food. Dead and rotting though this space was, it nevertheless provided a perverse form of safety and a psychic retreat from continued failure in a litany of broken relationships. This is as mentioned a perverse form of safety for most patients when entering analysis. The key to this ‘psychic retreat’ is to entre it with care and gentleness but to live it with the patient. This is to know the patient.