The Dark Wall

I have been thinking about my spiritual life as I move into the new year. There seems to be constant struggle to find meaning with God.  The need to merge with God is strong and very powerful.

However, I come up against the dark wall that is not penetrable.  Sitting in a dark searching and hoping for meaning is ever present.  Will peace and tranquility ever be part of my life or shall I live this angst forever,  Has God forsaken me. I think not but the ever present feeling something powerful is holding me – 

Dark Night of the Soul come to mind – am I worthy of God’s love – what am I searching and what is all for.  The dark wall is ever present.

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